Hey you! I am Rick Dutch, from “SpeedUpLife” a company that help’s people with all kinds of social challenges!
i bet you feel absolutely great now!Welcome to my BLOG i think you will find it a nice place to come back to every now and then for some new insights, thought’s and support of any kind.
Why?
Thinking back now, I grew up not beeing the most confident guy as i thought i was, although i had normal social circle around me, friends, girlfriends, a loving family and all that.
The real big change for me came about 3 or maybe even 4 years ago.
I noticed that i didnt have a satisfied feeling inside, as if i was not “centered” within myself…i missed something, i felt empty.
My life’s quality went down slowely, the relationship i was in for about 10 years at the time slowely faded away, i jumped around from employer to employer, i was less and less focussed, i couldn’t sleep good at night and relational struggles and challenges started building up rapidly.
I knew i had to do something, i did NOT want to live with this pain for the rest of my life, i wanted to become a more positive and loving person, i wanted to have more high value people in my life who could inspire me and help me achieve big goals!
I searched the internet, subscribed to certain forums where people of all age’s but with the same challenges came together to speak their minds, ask questions and provide possible awsners and their vieuws on life even.
This has helped me grow A LOT! mentaly, physicaly and even spiritualy.
I was growing, i had a new vision and had new goals to work towards. I was optimistic!
Although…i did not make the progress as fast as i would like to have made and also i think i grew appart in an unreparable way…the relationship i was in for 14 years ended, i had to sell the house i loved living in aswel as the car i realy liked driving in, and the most important thing…Sienna, our daughter, the love of my life who is now at the age of 2…she does not live with me anymore and i have to settle for seeing her 2 day’s a week (if i’m lucky)…and…i know that in the future…she will be brought up by my Ex girlfriend…and probably another man…
Conclusion
You know, personal growth is always a good thing ofcourse, however you have to take in account that it might lead you away from the people and from things that you have always loved with all your heart.
I have to say that i realy believe that this all is somehow ment to be, it’s a trip that i am now taking to become a stronger father for Sienna, a better brother for my 2 sisters, a better son for my parents, a closer friend for my social circle and a more valuable person to the world.
I hope that you might feel inspired in some way, to use the pain’s from you’r past as a POSITIVE thing, as leverage! So that you have all the fuel you will ever need to plow trough your challenges and become exactly that what you want to become and to do what you will want to do!
Keep a close look at my BLOG because here i will keep you updated with the trip through MY life, i will share my thoughts, quote’s, challenge’s…well basicly anything that might be of any value to you and realy HOPE…that it might enlighten your life.
Welcome to my never ending trip towards “Social Exellence”.
Rick Dutch